"No matter the cause, the discord I feel in my heart is my own—and it is my responsibility to handle it." This is what I keep coming back to myself, although stated much more eloquently than it feels in my rattled brain. As much as I'd like to disavow all responsibility for this as I feel I did my part, that won't help me get through the coming years with my sanity in tact nor will it help me keep my heart open during those years, both things that I value deeply. And so, in I go!
🤣 Yeah, I figured it would take some getting used to. I’m not ready to put my arms in yet. Still inching in on my tippy toes. I’ll dunk myself soon enough.
Sara -- I love the video of you on the computer -- right there with ya, friend. But, you're right. There ARE so many beautiful things we can share in spite of it all.
"No matter the cause, the discord I feel in my heart is my own—and it is my responsibility to handle it." This is what I keep coming back to myself, although stated much more eloquently than it feels in my rattled brain. As much as I'd like to disavow all responsibility for this as I feel I did my part, that won't help me get through the coming years with my sanity in tact nor will it help me keep my heart open during those years, both things that I value deeply. And so, in I go!
Come on in! The water’s great (well, it’s sucks a little at first, but then it’s great!)
🤣 Yeah, I figured it would take some getting used to. I’m not ready to put my arms in yet. Still inching in on my tippy toes. I’ll dunk myself soon enough.
It will come at the perfect time:-)
Sara -- I love the video of you on the computer -- right there with ya, friend. But, you're right. There ARE so many beautiful things we can share in spite of it all.
Lol - I'm doing that move 100x a day in my head. I thought I'd capture it :-)
Feel so much of this Sara.
Thank you, Darcey.